I hate waiting. I have no patience whatsoever. That, I think is one of my worst traits. I think that's why I hate surprises because I don't know what's going on. Even when I got engaged, Uzoma and I went ring shopping together because I didn't want to be surprised. I picked out my own ring. When I was pregnant, I had to find out the sex of the baby. Why am I saying this? Cause the waiting for a mate is getting to me. Not the whole not having sex bit, but I miss having a companion. I miss it a lot. Having that someone you can talk to whenever, you can see whenever. But at the same time, I sick of not having what I want. I'm tired of compromising just to have someone around. I keep chanting in my head the same mantra, "wait on the Lord, wait on the Lord" and that is exactly what I'm doing, waiting on Him to provide me with the best. Still, I guess while I wait, I should pray for patience and a calming spirit.
Today is my off day from both work and school and i pretty much stayed up all night, watching tv and now blogging. I'm a bag of mixed emotions because of the mayhem going on in my mother's house and the fact that i'm back w/ my ex boyfriend, I'm very happy about that. CG is totally out of the picture, the twat, but for the most part, I'm doing ok. I have God on my side. Truly, psalm 27 is really coming in handy during these trying times. V10: my mother and father may abandon me but the Lord will take care of me. I love the Lord and He has truly heard my cry. God is good. CG Well, last Saturday, i drove CG to the airport before going into work. I'd already been having my misgivings about him but I just shook them off. So, Saturday night he lands in NY. He first sent me a text to let me know he'd gotten there safely earlier in the day. He later called me to chat but my sister, cousin and i were driving to a party and were using my phone as our na
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I totally reckon with this post, i.e, WAITING SUCKS!!!!It can be the most nerve racking experience for people like us who've got little patience!!!But (even more annoying) is when the situation at hand is totally out of our hands, i.e one can rily do nothing but wait anyways, xcpt we mess up the whole process!!!
*God is good to those who wait*
*May God grant the finest desires of your heart, n make your best dreams come true*
Do best to wait peacefully, n whlst at it, stay with God n learn all thats required to learn in the "process".
All that said, WAITING JUST SUCKS!!!
But hey, i'm waiting with you! *wink*
So wait, wait on the Lord and he shall surprise you soon enough