I read this quote from Maya Angelou, where she said, I'm just paraphrasing, to be ready to receive whatever it is you've asked for. Ain't that the truth! I've asked God for understanding, wisdom, insight and boy! did I get it. I envy those who instinctively understand the goings on of life and can freely navigate and not fall into the different pits that lay before us. Sadly, that is not the case with me. I'm one of those that has to fall into just about every pit and figure out how to get myself out and not only do I have to dig my way out, figure out how NOT to fall into the next one. My theory is that those who KNOW have been here before. They've lives so many different lives that they get it. They've traversed all the minefields and now know when to step over them, in order to avoid getting blown up. I am grateful to God that I'm not going through this alone. He is with me and in the end, I'll have everything figured out.
Today is my off day from both work and school and i pretty much stayed up all night, watching tv and now blogging. I'm a bag of mixed emotions because of the mayhem going on in my mother's house and the fact that i'm back w/ my ex boyfriend, I'm very happy about that. CG is totally out of the picture, the twat, but for the most part, I'm doing ok. I have God on my side. Truly, psalm 27 is really coming in handy during these trying times. V10: my mother and father may abandon me but the Lord will take care of me. I love the Lord and He has truly heard my cry. God is good. CG Well, last Saturday, i drove CG to the airport before going into work. I'd already been having my misgivings about him but I just shook them off. So, Saturday night he lands in NY. He first sent me a text to let me know he'd gotten there safely earlier in the day. He later called me to chat but my sister, cousin and i were driving to a party and were using my phone as our na
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