This is really just a self-gratifying post. I just wanted a medium to shout out how much I love my man. He is just so effing secksy, yes, secksy. Just saying he's sexy does not do him any justice whatsoever. I chuckle as I write this because that last statement was silly, but I'm giddy with love and whatever other hormones course through my veins because of this feeling that is not tangible but we know exists, love. I love him and he loves me. He's known me since I was fifteen years old and has loved me since then. That's some serious devotion. He's told me that he just knows that I'm the one for him and I feel exactly the same way. I'll admit there was a time where I doubted in this probability. I thought there's no way, maybe there's someone else out there, but I find myself realizing that he is my husband, the future father of my children (God willing). Hey, I still believe that ultimately, God dictates what goes on in our lives and I hope and pray that He sees how much I love him and how devoted to him I am that He'll make it happen that he and I will be married and get to spend the next forty to fifty years together.
I don't know why I'm saying all this but it's just how I feel at the moment. I could go on about this man's attributes and I'm sure that the next couple blogs will be about him and how everything about him makes me tingle and smile and be proud I'm a woman because I get to have him and love him cause if I were a guy that wouldn't be possible. Again I chuckle because I'm just in a silly mood, but the silly sort of mood that is caused by happiness at the fact that I'm in love. I wrote in my FB status that I was in a blissful state of mind and I guess that pretty much says how I am. Blissful state of mind. Yup, that about sums it up. (I'm still chuckling).